Tuesday, March 31, 2015

A dream: One True Pair Yoga. Do I have what it takes?

“The Only Thing We Have to Fear Is Fear Itself” ~Franklin D. Roosevelt

As humans do, we either move out of fear or love.  All of our actions and decisions are made based on one or the other.  I recently found out that thus far, I have been moving out of fear.  Fear of loss (time, self, independence, death), fear of rejection or of not being “enough”, fear of failure (Or is it a fear of success?  Why all this self-sabotage?) and a fear of the undiscovered.  This is what has held me back and I mourn the time and opportunities these fears have cost me to become the person I was meant to be. 

Now here is the silly thing. . . God has ALWAYS provided.  I have always had enough (food, love, shelter).  Really, what is there to fear?  Now, I am not saying that from this moment on I won’t ever be afraid because fears will definitely creep up from time to time.  What I am saying is that from this moment on, I will walk through these fears with faith that God will provide.  That He will lead me to exactly where He wants me to go and that it will be incredible. 

“The biggest risk is not taking any risk... In a world that changing really quickly, the only strategy that is guaranteed to fail is not taking risks.” ~Mark Zuckerberg

Starting something new is scary.  It’s risky!  What if it doesn't work out?  What if it’s not what I expect?  What if, what if, what if…?  When I first started my yoga teacher training journey, I was scared.  What if the others were better than me?  What if they don’t like me?  What if I don’t have the skills necessary?  What if I can’t afford all the training?  What if, what if, what if…?  Well, here I sit a few day away from graduating from the program and realize that I walked through all of those fears and it was an amazing journey.  A journey I would walk a thousand times over.  I was able to connect with some very inspiring people who pushed me in ways I had not been pushed before.  Was some of it uncomfortable?  Sure it was but I walked through the fear and left the results up to God and here I stand, better than I was yesterday and not as great as I will be tomorrow.  Starting One True Pair Yoga is risky.  Am I willing to take a risk?  There will be some uncomfortable moments but you can believe I am willing.  I know who has my back! 

“Growth and comfort do not coexist.” ~Ginni Rometty

Yoga is something I am very passionate about.  It has brought so much to my life:  peace, a deeper relationship with my higher power, friends, self-confidence and self-acceptance and a place to go when I need to renew, restore and reconnect.  Now moving solely from a place of love, I wholeheartedly cannot wait to share this with you. 

Namaste,


Lindsey